I couldn't tell you the exact moment we were friends. Or when we decided we were besties. I remember knowing her as someone our mutual friends talked about from time to time, but not someone that I was ever going to be friends with.
I couldn't imagine living without her now or not knowing. I love her to no end and if I were to ever believe in soulmates, she would be mine. We get each other and balance each other out. She's a pushover and apparently i'm a BAMF (according to her...)
As long as I live, I will never have a friend like her. People may come close, but our relationship has evolved so much from 9th grade Biology. It's impossible to fill her shoes.
Flit has gone through so much since I moved to Iowa and back. And I wasn't there to help her. It's not something I can blame on myself, there may not have been anything that I could've done, but now that I'm back, I want to help in any way that I can. And I know I explained that to her tonight.
Seeing her hurt, hurts me. I hate her scars. I hate that she had to resort to that because she couldn't get rid of the feeling any other way. And I hate him for making her feel that way. How one human being could do that to another, I have no idea. Maybe it's because he's not really human inside; no compassion.
I'm going to be there for her now. Going to help whenever I can, and if I can't help enough and she still feels the need to, I'm not going to get in her way. That would just hurt her more. But i'll be there when she's done to help clean everything up.
She is my best friend, my sister, my soulmate.
Meiko loves Flit.
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