I'd been feeling doubtful lately. It just didn't seem like we were connecting like we usually do. I actually ended up crying about it yesterday because it felt like you were done but weren't going to tell me.
I went into work today expecting to enjoy your company but not have the same banter as we usually have. I was right about both, but that's because our banter was more involved than usual. Not only that but it seemed like you really needed to be close to me.
Me doing dishes, you come over to drain something and standing so close your arm is firmly touching mine. There's more than enough space for you to not have to do that. Me standing at the wash sink and you come up behind me to grab gloves and being so close I can almost feel your chest rising against my back. Me standing at the register, you writing dots on the divider just a hair away.
You were flirty and we talked about things that mattered to us, like tattoos and our plans for them. We played with the water, spraying each other and laughing until our tummies hurt. We were cleaning up and you randomly came over and stood almost chest to chest with me and handed me one of your headphones. "This is the kind of music I like listening to"
You stole glances when you thought I wasn't looking. Peripherals are great for noticing. I pretended not to notice for you, but had to smile when I saw the smile spread across your face every time you looked.
My hope is renewed and i'm sure i'll have dreams about us tonight. I can't wait to see you tomorrow and I hope I see you outside of work this weekend. Maybe you'll take me to a country bar like you promised or maybe we'll just hang out here.
Either is fine, as long as I'm with you
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