#NotStupid

So I love to talk to this one guy. He has made me smile and laugh and feel better time after time. I have several issues with him generally, only one of which I will discuss on here. I'll paint the scene for you:

Sitting on the couch texting him with the tv going as background noise; having a great conversation, when all of a sudden! He stops texting you. You check your phone to make sure you sent the message, yep! sent. Look at the time and notice "Hey it's late, maybe he fell asleep". Logical. Still vaguely uninterested in the tv show, you check Facebook and Twitter. You notice Facebook says he's online. No matter, probably fell asleep while it was still open. He gets offline and gets back online. WTF.

I really don't mean to be stalker-ish. But to me that's like if we were face to face, and you just turn around and walkaway in the middle of our conversation. Très rude no?

In other news....I have been "designing" my tattoos for my dad and sister. Designing is in quotations because I've just been finding images on the internet and tailoring it to what I want using Paint.

I figured out what I want my sister's to be about a month ago. Quotes are my thing, or at least what I have been using as inspiration for my recent tattoos, so my quote for Pooka is "Sisters are different flowers that are grown in the same garden." Describes us perfectly in my opinion. So two different flowers. Mine would be the taller one, signifying older sister. She wants her flower to be purple, and I have yet to choose my color. I think I might do blue, but I don't want too much blue on me so i dunno.

My dads tattoo design is not set in stone. The quote that I found for him is "Even after all this time, the sun never said to the Earth 'You owe me.'" The quote is actually longer than that, but that's the part i'm focusing on.There are two designs right now that i'm really focusing on: the right Sun and the bottom left sun. All the others just don't ring as true to me. The thing I like about the sun idea, is that if i'm making myself the Earth, all the tattoos tie in together.Or at least for me they do. 

But then there's the original idea that I had for my parents tattoos. I was going to get their first tattoos. Not the same design, mind you, but the same animal. My moms is a butterfly and my dads is a dragon.Now I already got moms tattoo, and it's not a butterfly. But I love this dragon design. I was gonna have the tattoo artist draw some flames around the bottom of the dragon and then my unifying theme would be black with a pop of color. Dragon would be black, flames would be red. In Pooka's the stems would be black and the flowers would be colored. Decisions are so hard sometimes. 

I could talk on and on and on about my tattoo plans. I have at least two more planned that are still in the baby stages. Plus whatever I'm going to get for my children whenever I have them. 

"Don't judge me because I sin differently than you"