M&M's

"You have a hard outer shell but on the inside you're all rainbows and butterflies. Soft and gooey, just admit it!"

I'll admit it now. But I gotta tell you, I don't know how to be that person. It could just be that i'm like that at work. I don't really know, since we've only hung out that one time. But I was drunk so it could have been that. I don't know!

In all reality, it bothers me. I know I can be a nice person. Just, it's hard to open up. Especially since I really want to open up to you. It scares me how much I trust you already.

Anyways, you're leaving for a week in two days to see him. She'll be there too unfortunately, but it's not like that's ever going to change. Or that I have any reason to be mad at you if anything happens between you two since you're not mine. I just hope nothing happens.

And that you finally ask me out when you get back!