Ice Showers and Whiskey

Your words have been ringing through my ears for days. It was Flit's birthday this weekend and even though you were sorta angry at me, you still came through for her and came to celebrate with us. You have no idea how much it means to me that you've made my friends yours. You even made peace with Mar just because she was my friend.

We made up, and had a really good time. We all were definitely feeling the alcohol, especially Flit. It really showed when she had a panic attack as we were putting her to bed. You sat with me as I tried to help her. When she got up later for water and just started crying, you hugged her and tried to comfort her. She is one of the most important people in the world to me, and it's extremely important that anyone I see gets along with her. You've gone pretty much above and beyond. 

After Flit's second panic attack, she asked to be put in the tub for a cold shower. I helped her in, turned on the water and when she asked for a moment alone I sat out in the hall for a minute to breathe. You came over, cupped my face in your hands, made me look at you and said "You're beautiful. And such a great friend. Don't give up, go in there and help her. If you need help, let me know. I'll be out here for you."

It was exactly what I needed. I went back and helped her for awhile longer. I decided she was fine, and we went to go lay down in my room. Just talking and joking around, you suddenly got this serious look on your face and said "You're so very pretty. And you don't even know." You giggled a bit and finished it off with "I really, really like you." 

You stayed over that night. Cuddled with me all night long, and didn't mind me tossing and turning. You looked sad to go the next morning and was really happy to see me the next day at work. 

I think you're starting to see what I see. Too bad there's only a month left.