We just spent the last 9.5 hours together. Is this becoming a regular thing? I hope so. You always make me laugh and smile and I feel at peace when you're around. I know if I tell you my problems, you'll listen and if you have sage advice to offer, you do so.
Usually people end up waiting like months to get this close to me. I have walls for a reason. But basically from the very first day I met you, they've been down. And I don't want them back up. I feel like I have no need for them. You're not going to hurt me, I know this with all the conviction I can muster. It's scary that I trust you as much as I do and we've known each other for less than half a year. But I wouldn't trade this relationship for anything. I don't care if it would make Justin's bullshit go away. You're worth going through that hell.
9.5 hours together, and we did what we do best. Talked. I don't care what we do though. Lately every night we've been hanging out has made my top 5 list. I may just have to make a separate list for you so that other people have a chance to make the first list.
Our friendship is amazingly perfect right now. We treat each other as equals and we listen to each other and try to help with day-to-day problems. There's no conflict as of yet, and I doubt there will ever be any real conflict between us. All I know is that this friendship means everything to me. I would give up everything and die for you if you asked or ever needed me to. Happy doesn't convey my feelings right now. I'm so much more than happy. And it's because I love you and you love me.
I think it's time for bed. G'night ya'll! <3
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