Transition Into Nighttime

School starts tomorrow. I don't wanna go. I don't even have my schedule made yet, so while school does indeed start tomorrow, I'll be in the counselors office making my schedule. /sigh

Maybe this semester will go better. I hope it does, I really do. I feel like a fucking failure after this last semester, so I need to do better, to redeem myself in my eyes. Prove to myself i'm not worthless.

I'm excited to see my life moving again. While it's just filled with work and school for now, I know there's going to be a turn somewhere soon. Hopefully for the better.

Like Luke, I've decided to let a "friend" go. Thing is, she's not my friend. I don't think she ever was. Mili and I have tried to get along because we lived together. But now that she's decided to move out with Justin, I've just had it. She steals the stuff from the house that doesn't belong to her, she lies and lies and lies, and she thinks she can get away with anything, because that's what her boss Diane is teaching her. She showed up fucking 2 hours late to work and didn't get written up because she "sounded sick" and then got to go home 2.5 hours later. NOT OK! In anyones book! She also has a crush on Justin, which pisses me off like no other, cause I'm sure when they got to Jeff and Whitneys house that night, she was just fawning all over him, making sure he was ok and making sure he knew she was available. I don't like that he's going to be living in the same house as she is. God, if I even hear of here trying to make a move on Justin, even if she's drunk at the time, there's going to be hell to pay. I'm through with her shit.

Let's see, what's positive that I can talk about?

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I guess i've got nothing. Justins coming over tonight. Yay? He's coming over to sleep since we have to be out of the house by 7. Not exciting. I'm definately not thrilled about waking up at 6:25 after going to bed at midnight. Especially since i've been waking up at like 11-12:30. Sad times right there.

I guess i'm not ending on a positive note. I tried, I really did. Sorry guys!