Van Talk

Today was amazing. There's no other way to describe it. Woke up, got dressed, hung out with Luke for like 9.5 hours straight and then am now back in my bed.

We talked and talked and talked. And if SOMEONE didn't have to go to work, i'm sure we'd still be sitting somewhere talking. Cause we're besties like that. The thing is, I've never been able to do that. At least not with a guy. Luke is just so easy to talk to, and I know he won't judge me if I rant or complain or even confess something. I'm not scared of being hurt when i'm with him. It's nice to have a friend make you feel that way. Especially when you realize that's kinda what all the last relationship was. You being scared of being hurt.

Justin broke up with me 2 days ago. I don't really feel any pain from it. Sure, my heart throbs a bit, but the Justin I lost isn't the Justin I wanted to marry. Luke has helped me in that department. Like a ton. 2 hours at McDonalds the first night I was single and then now today. He's there for me, he's got my back, and he's making sure I realize I deserve better than what Justin was providing me with. He's showing me all the things that everyone else saw and didn't have the guts to point out. And he's right, I do deserve better.

I don't really have anything else to add besides that i'm happy. And that I love Luke. BFFL! <3